For old times sake II

Christian slipped under the covers to hold Jessica. She didn't seem so keen on the idea. She spoke softly to her in French. Jessica eased a bit to be spooned. Christian understood why she couldn't face her in this moment. They needed to work through this. Christian knew she pressed the issue that brought them here. 'Baby, tell me, why all the tears?' Jessica just went still. 'You can't take hold of me like that and not talk to me.' Jessica rolled over to face her. Christian moved all of those locks away from her face so she could see her. "That's the problem Christian. I took hold of you like the old days. I can't have you like it used to be. I feel like my selfishness for that last moment will end us. I can't give you the world like before. I don't know who you are anymore. I don't know who we are anymore. You won't let me go. You need to let me go." Christian watched the tears come again. She hadn't thought through the process this would take or the emotions that would surface. Of course she never expected to want her the way she used to. Christian was never good at moving slow. Knowing Jessica was a pool to dive into without caution made it even harder. Now here they are almost ready to sink this ship. How is Christian going to fix this? There were no words she could say to her that would heal this hurt. 'I can't let you go Mon Cher. There is no way to give you up. So don't even expect such an end. We've been through too much.' Jessica sighed as she dug her nails into Christian's hips. "I don't know if I can do this." Christian hissed in response. It was a weakness Jessica always exploited to get 'his' undivided attention. 'I'm only asking for my friend. All I want is you.' The angry face she got in return let her know the shallowness of the words. And how much she's pushed Jessica to give in the last day. Those words were almost meaningless. What had she gotten herself into? Then that moment of her (manhood) rising to the occasion so to speak. How does she explain this after years of never giving into that desire. Christian has only been a giver to women for so long that the penis wasn't even spoken of. Yet, Jessica brought out something in her that couldn't be ignored. Maybe letting her go could work. But what happens when the next woman brings her to attention? And that question had never been addressed. She found herself at a crossroads with a woman who always carried her heart and soul. How do you turn away from that kind of love?

There is so much distance between us that it should be easy to walk away from this moment. Jessica keeps trying to tell herself this while staring at this beautiful face. This wasn't going to be an easy transition. She could have taken her time to ask the questions, dynamics and requests to their love making. In this new time and place, so much has changed. Now they're here sinking in their own pool of emotions. Not sure that running from this complication is going to be the answer. Her heart being so wide open made life even more complicated for the two of them. "I can't hold on to what was and be content. There has to be a way for us to let go of one another. There has to be someway of being friends." She watched Christian go quiet at her words. 'Friends? You just said that to me?' Jessica is confused by the reaction. Isn't this just what she asked from her? She never did navigate Christian's emotions well. This was going to be a doozey if she didn't claim surrender now. Of course that was never her way. "Did you not just ask me for that very thing? What am I missing here? Stop looking at me like that." All the heat showing her on face let her know she stepped in it big time. Suddenly she's in a heated kiss within Christian's arms. Jessica fell into the moment with her. She was so uncertain of what was happening. Of course she imagined this whole thing is new to Christian as well. But this can't be going well... Too much unsaid with all this passion between them. 'I will never be just your friend again Mon Cher. I want you. I want My Friend. I want My Jessica. I need from you all the things you've given me before, now and always. Don't simplify my emotions to that simple six letter word. We were never just friends.' The sneer on the back of that statement let her know she was treading on thin ice. "How do we do this now? Too many of the big things in life and our core desires are different. With so much between us and the places you want to go... We are stuck Mon Ami. This crossroads could have us walking in two different directions."

Christian didn't have all the answers to her questions. But she knew that Jessica wasn't going to let this go without some sort of working solution to their relationship. All she wants now in this moment is to completely devour her until they were both spent. The hold on Jessica was enough to melt her like butter. She was always so pliable with a hand at the nape of her neck. Soft words spoken in French put her at ease. Or maybe it was just that they came from her favorite ginger. Christian didn't care which reason it was that made Jessica wrap around her this way. Pulling her close to stroke her tears away made Christian ache. Maybe an end was inevitable, maybe not. Nibbling on her neck to her jaw line to her lips had Jessica trembling in her arms. Christian bit into her full lower lip enough to make her hiss. She saw the smile spread across Jessica's face. She couldn't resist the temptation that Christian was offering. They were suddenly positioned with Jessica under Christian. Her hands in Christian's hair pulling her in for a kiss full of heat. A rough ride was in store for both of them. However this ends, it would be with bite marks, bruises and rug burn. Somehow this seems appropriate to Christian.

Jessica fell into this moment. The feel of all that red hair in her hands, full lips against hers and teeth on her skin was intoxicating. Before she had a chance to ask what comes next Christian pushed inside her again. Her eyes rolled back as she hears the growl escape from Christian. All Jessica could do was respond in kind. Arching to meet her strokes. Christian's eyes were closed behind all that hair. "Look at me Mon Ami." Jessica didn't get what she asked for. "Regarde-moi mon amour." She saw those bright green eyes flash at her with so much heat it was breath taking. "Do you want all of me?" Christian only nodded. "Say it Mon Ami. Let me hear the words. If this is to be the end, say it like you mean it." Christian didn't utter a word as she slipped deep inside her and held still. The kisses Jessica got all over her neck, shoulders and face spoke volumes. But it isn't what she wanted right now. All these years Christian kept silent or spoke with touch alone. Rocking her hips slowly had Christian pinning her to the bed. "Tell me' Jessica whispers softly in her ear.


'Je te veux. Je veux que vous tous. Et je vais le prendre tout de vous. Juste ici en ce moment.' Christian said this with so much force that she watched Jessica's eyes go wide. She pinned her wrists above her head. Christian pulled back enough so that their only connection was the meeting of their sex. Seeing her flush beneath her like the old days made him want to torture her. With each deep stroke she spoke in English. 'I want you.' She plunges in to have her hiss. 'I want all of you.' Again with a sigh in response. 'And I'll take everything from you.' Diving in to make her growl. 'Right here in this moment.' Christian sank into her hot wet hole. Jessica erupted around her. Watching her body shake at the way she took hold of her was like a drug. Christian held onto her own desire for release. Jessica wrapped her legs around her hips. They rocked to their own rhythm leading to another torrential orgasm for Jessica. Christian was only egged on to get as many as possible before she blew her top. She pulled Jessica's arms down to hold her wrists behind her head. A handful of her hair in her grasp as she bit into her shoulder. Jessica found her earlobe to nibble on. Christian found her teeth digging into her neck as she climaxed again. "Mon Ami, you have all of me. Now and always. " Christian heard this whispered in her ear. But she wasn't convinced. The need to see her face is all she wants. To watch her peak while she was throbbing inside her would be enough. 'Look at me Mon Cher.' Jessica gave an unwavering look. Her eye contact was always frightening to Christian. She really gave all of herself in this moment. Christian felt the wicked grin come across her face. Watching Jessica go pale at not knowing what was coming next is motivating. She let go of her wrists to hold her down by the throat. The grip was light at first. Jessica normally wouldn't allow this kind of domination. Christian pushed at the edges of her boundaries a little bit more. She wrapped her legs around Christian's waist as she dug a bit deeper pressing her thumb into her hips. Christian was so close to her own release. 'Where are you right now?' Jessica stuttered over the answer, "Here with you." Christian eased off her throat as she pulled out of her completely. Jessica pulled her closer with her thighs. 'Let me inside you Jessica.' The confusion on her face was obvious until Christian put the head of his cock at the opening of her ass. 'Let me inside you Jessica.' Christian saw her nod slowly and relax. Christian eased her cock inside her. She was so wet and covered in Jessica's juices it was like gliding into velvet. Finally reaching the depth she wanted, Christian slid out of her slowly. She watched Jessica quake silently clenching her cock with every smooth stroke. Christian needed to fill her completely. Sliding two fingers into her gushing pussy made her cry out as she filled both of her holes. 'Mine?' Jessica didn't answer her declaration. 'Who are you with Mon Ami?' The growl that escaped her lips made Christian work her g spot to a frenzy. Jessica came again soaking her fingers. 'Who am I Mon Ami?' She barely got out her name, "My Christian, you're My Christian." She grinned from ear to ear at the panting woman beneath her. To see her all putty in Christian's hands on the end of her cock was exactly what she needed. 'Mine? Are you mine?'

Jessica was so lost in the pleasure. Her holes filled totally with this beautiful red head was so intense. She came over and over and over again. The constant eruptions had her near the breaking point near pain. Then she hears Christian ask her a question. 'Are you mine?' In this moment she was completely possessed by this force. Her hesitation had Christian pushing into her harder and deeper with her fingers and cock. Her back arches with the next orgasm about to slam into her. She could only growl in response. 'Oh no Mon Cher, you will not leap over the edge without me.' She felt Christian go still. She could have cried. 'Tell me who you belong to. Take me over the edge with you. Fall off the cliff with me. Say it.' Jessica nodded. Sighing as Christian responded to her hips pushing back at each stroke. Jessica felt the orgasm build as she sensed the urgency in Christian. "I'm yours. All yours right here, right now. I belong to you Christian." She peaked and spilled all over Christians fingers. Her cock in hand she felt Christian spurt her seed all over her breasts and belly. She fell on top of Jessica spent and panting. They slip into a lazy kiss as they slide into a more comfortable position. Their fluids mingling on their skin would have made Jessica crawl to the showers if it weren't for Christian's grip on her hips. 'I know what you need Jessica. Just give me a moment and I'll go with you.' Jessica relented and stayed in her hold for kisses. Her body grew cold. Shivering in Christian's grasp had her begging for the showers. She saw Christian grinning at her as her compulsions took over. Finally they were rolling to the edge of the bed where Christian pinned her to the bed.

Christian had to know if this was where the rubber meets the road. 'Is this where we part ways Jessica?' The silence wasn't what she was looking for. Grinding her hips into her mons had Jessica climaxing one more time. 'Focus my love. Is this how you want to remember us?' She saw the clouds in her eyes as she tried to think this through. "You're not being fair Christian. Having me this vulnerable and asking if I can walk away isn't fair. As I can't physically or metaphorically do either right now." Christian could only laugh as she stood to pull Jessica off the bed and into the showers. They lazily washed each other while kissing and touching. Christian savoured the moment as she felt this was probably the most intimate she's been with her ever. Making love to her was always a rough endeavour. She always had to be rocked to her knees before she'd give herself completely. Christian knowing she'd cross every boundary Jessica has found herself wanting to change. If it meant changing herself just to keep her here. She knew that Jessica wouldn't have that craziness at all. Putting her on a plane in twelve hours was not going to be where this stops between them. Stroking Jessica's jaw with her thumbs. Watching her face go soft with love had Christian losing herself in a kiss. 'Yours, All your Christian. Now and Always.' Christian grabbed hold of her about the waist so Jessica's arms were wrapped around her neck. Her face in the curve of Christian's neck under the spray of the shower turned something within her. Christian wasn't sure of anything anymore. 'What have you done to me?'